i changed my hair back to black. it doesn't seem as bad living in ct as it did in allston where i was one in 623612631 girls with tattoos with choppy black haircuts. i actually feel better with it, as though i'm in my own skin again. i feel so much more like myself. it's amazing that my hair can have such an effect on me, but it does. i've been dressing like a slob lately, just because i feel much more comfortable. the blonde me was more about dressing up and having this chic overdone persona. image counts. maybe not to some people, and maybe it shouldn't, but this is what i'm into: fashion, beauty, even narcissism. i thought about changing my ways, but this is what i do, and what i like, and therefore, who i am. so maybe it's not smart or interesting. i can pretty much give up on that at this point. this is me. take me as i am or fuck it.
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