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Subject:back in black..
Time:01:51 am
i changed my hair back to black. it doesn't seem as bad living in ct as it did in allston where i was one in 623612631 girls with tattoos with choppy black haircuts. i actually feel better with it, as though i'm in my own skin again. i feel so much more like myself. it's amazing that my hair can have such an effect on me, but it does. i've been dressing like a slob lately, just because i feel much more comfortable. the blonde me was more about dressing up and having this chic overdone persona. image counts. maybe not to some people, and maybe it shouldn't, but this is what i'm into: fashion, beauty, even narcissism. i thought about changing my ways, but this is what i do, and what i like, and therefore, who i am. so maybe it's not smart or interesting. i can pretty much give up on that at this point. this is me. take me as i am or fuck it.
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Subject:...and i didn't even TRY for it.. agh!
Time:10:58 pm
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You are Sylvia Plath! She committed suicide by
shoving her head in a gas oven.
Congratulations! She was mentally troubled
throughout her life, and toyed with the idea of
suicide many times. She wrote brilliant and
insightful poetry, although it was all
autobiographical; poor sylvia had a hard time
getting outside herself, and her connections
with members of the opposite sex were troubled
at best. She has been picked up since her
death in the early sixties as a champion of the
feminist cause.


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Subject:life in the public eye is a series of bad haircuts.
Time:10:41 pm
my boyfriend cut my hair and i secretly hate it more than anything, but i can't tell him because i wanted him to cut it, plus he did the best he could. i also hate the dye job, but i suppose that part is easily fixable. i'm gonna go back to black hair because i think it will look the least ridiculous with this awful little boy haircut. i don't feel feminine at all anymore. i need a weave more than ever but i can't afford it. maybe this is a blessing in disguise.. i have been frustrated and embarrassed with my vanity. maybe he did this so people would stop hitting on me!?!? hmmmm... he is often jealous and he is a schemer but i don't think he's that bad. i just hope i can learn to deal with this. it IS just hair after all, not life.
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Subject:i don't miss boston.
Time:09:57 pm
what a great weekend. the weather is getting so much better. the sun shines every day, and i can actually go out in a skirt and feel comfortable. i went to visit my sweetheart, and we had a fantastic night that you would only read about in some dirty magazine. sometimes i get upset that when i travel back up to boston, no one seems to care either way that i am visiting or tries to get in touch with me to hang out. when i was moving out of boston, so many people told me "i'll miss you so much.. visit often" etc, but i guess that was just a nice thing to say. fuck small talk. maybe i take things people say way too seriously sometimes. i wonder if i am partly to blame, though, because i give the impression that i'm only interested in my boyfriend and hanging out with him? we do spend time together to an inseparable degree when i visit there.. we even did when i lived up there. maybe i isolated myself in doing this. i could definately be at fault here. i shouldn't be so quick to point fingers at other people. of course i am interested in hanging out with him, but i also value friendships and other people so much too and wish i could see them more often. i miss them terribly, but i wonder if they think of me or if i meant anything at all. it just seems like it's only my boyfriend who ever makes an effort to see me when i visit. it's making me realize who my real friends are after all: him. maybe i should have recognized this long ago.
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Subject:emotions 100, rationale 0. fuck it.
Time:01:37 am
*there is no better time to risk everything than when you have nothing.. supposedly. there are plenty of catchy phrases i could use to describe my situation right now but i might as well stop talking about it and just do it and see what happens. i need to take some chances. i realize what a 'fraidy kat (haha) i am, in every aspect of my life, even just every day, stupid things. when i don't ask for more ketchup as to not overwhelm the waitress.. or i am perplexed by how my friend can just grab something that doesn't belong to her and keep walking as though nothing happened.. it is just a small example of my larger general though process. i worry.. constantly.. about the most trivial things and the absolute worst things. "safety" has shown to not be safe at all. it's gotten me nowhere but further into this hole of fear in which i live. i am tired of letting my life slip away from me and just accepting that. i am tired of feeling like every one else is out there living and taking risks and i am just watching through a window. if i am unhappy with my existence then why shouldn't i do something drastic to change it. i've felt *that way plenty of times before, but i have so much more than nothing now, and that should be worth changing my life for.
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Subject:skeletons in the closet...
Time:12:55 pm
why did you have to say those words? i wish i didn't inhale them. i want to snuff them out as meaningless. but it's a sore subject that will stick out in my mind, worse than it already does. that was the worst advice i've ever been given.. why can't i disregard it then? fuck you.
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Time:05:11 pm
party girl paris hilton



You are Party Girl Paris Hilton!


Got blow? If not, you probably know someone who does.

If you aren't there, the party hasn't started

And after a few drinks, you're up for almost anything.

You're so wild - you make Cleveland look like Cancun!



Which Paris Hilton Are You?

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